we finished all the required assignments (usually early)
then we got bore and painted outside the lines
when we saw a more efficient way
we would often tack on an alternate heading
this did not endear us to those who stayed on track
they had us read “The Road Less Traveled”
but when we took it
we wondered why others didn’t follow
we cheered as they unfurled their banners of grace & truth
only to find them cowering away
when transparency & honesty exposed our
universal brokenness & need for healing
we graduated from their schools, studied their programs
recited the party lines
simply to find ourselves bursting with discontent
we cut our teeth on their favorite tunes
sadly facing their scorn
when we danced to someone else’s song
they taught us a holy text, giving convincing evidence
that it was true (from genesis to maps)
we believed them, with them and like them
but when the Divine Life beyond the ink & paper
broke out in us and around us
they were no longer with us
“He’s not one of us anymore.” “She’s one of those…”
we had jumped through the hoops, apparently one too many
“What’s he doing over there?”
“What sort of experience has she had?”
“What caused him to go in that direction?”
“Have you heard who she’s spending time with?”
most of us are not exactly sure when it happened
though some might highlight a day or season
one morning we all woke up with the same revelation
the settlers had circled the wagons
the town folk had barricaded the gates
we were on the outside looking in,
the feared, invading barbarians
i think our catholic friends have got it partially right
there really is a purgatory, it just comes before you die
- somewhere in the middle of the story –
and, oh how we need motherly saints lighting candles
praying us through these darkest (if not oddest) of times
shrouded by the limbo of speaking their language
but knowing the cadence of others
loving their customs, honoring their festivals & rituals
while celebrating the tapestries woven by different tribes
and drafting fresh scores of our own design
we are the disenfranchised,
a remnant of ragamuffin pilgrims rising from
an “either or” world, we cannot (dare not) turn back
we have caught a glimpse of another realm
set our sights on a Kingdom not built by men
and we navigate a passage unmistakably guided
by the shadow of a cross
and the Glory of a King
“Everything that can be shaken will be shaken,
so that only what is unshakeable will remain.”
“Even so, come quickly, Lord Jesus!”
mark d. cooke, 3-21-02
Mark...thanks. by the "either or" line I just burst into tears. Thanks. What a gift the Lord has given you in poetry.
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